How TIMES have Changed!

Bangalore weather i tell you! Simply Amazing, the May-End breeze with a touch of moisture slapping on the cheek."How I wish I was at my adda in BMS now" I kept murmuring and stood out still in the open just outside the office. Lost in aimless thoughts! well this LOST word made sense like never before.

There it comes, the call I was supposed to attend from my office which is exactly for what i took a walk out in the open. It never really was on my mind coz i was still thinking "how i wish i was still in college". Reluctantly answering the call n hearing to the chaos!i was still wondering wat am upto! where life has taken me..A time when calls from frens were a welcome n u cud go on for hours taking nonsense laughn aloud, Oh GOD! How i wish time just flew backwards
to the same date,but just a few years ..

In between the serious talks people were having, i was standing still looking at the landscape and the beautiful buildings, looking aimlessly at the tie i
was wearing which made no difference to my thought of how i wish i was still in college where a dilapidated building with torn jeans and 3300 nokia was
making more sense than the Alen Solly work wear or the Blackberry! "How i wished I got a year back"! Madness right through every nerve, each cell shouting at me "WHAT U UPTO!!!"

The call is still on course, when I suddenly realised my pocket is devoid of my Phone. Aimlessly patting on the pockets of my shirt n trousers! well only to realise after 3 seconds that the damn phone is right at my ear cruciatingly tearing apart my ear drum coz of the chaos.Now LOST makes sense like never before! "Man!" i said to myself no one around to share watta dumb thing i did, smiling at myself said how i wish my GANG was around who wud have torn apart the air around seeing me act like a fool. "how i wish we all were in the same company atleast!" i sighed n started to think i might land up in trouble if i do not concentrate.

Thinking why i chose to sit out n take the call, coz i had no part to play in it. Just listen n listen n listen, which again used to make sense when u were lending an ear to ur best fren who just had a fight with his GF n is throwing his frustrations at the poor phone which wud get switched off if u hadnt put it on charge while u talking. It would pain standing n the charger being loosely in contact coz of the pull u were exerting on the switch board n hearing to Mom
shouting "how long dear? it isnt good talking too much on phones u see" never mattered these silly things not too long ago. "How i wish i had the same phone" looking at the BlackBerry i sighed clasping it tightly which i thought shud get crushed. How i wish i could have maggi with a 2 buck chai when i was hungry n they were cookies n burgers at the pantry. How i wish i continued for an M.Tech at BMS still!!!

"Ok Guys!the conclusion is that On the qualifying default/non-payment of the counterparty, the bank may in a timely manner pursue the guarantor for any
monies outstanding under the documentation governing the transaction. The guarantor may make one lump sum payment of all monies under such documentation to
the bank, or the guarantor may assume the future payment obligations of the counterparty covered by the guarantee." thank you all! thanks vinay for staying up late. c ya! i sighed grinning to myself "dint get a word though", started my way back to my floor thinking how i miss the classes in college though the result was the same there too, but cant compare the Feel of the both. How i wish my Office was atleast close to my college.

Back in my seat Outlook waiting to be seen. 12 new mails. OMG how i wish i still had work like writing lab records or preparing chits for my internals or working on the Lathe!.Lost makes more sense to me than never before. Pay Slip for the month of May! there it comes. No Joy, no reaction, no well done, u deserve it feel. Made no difference to my facial expression too. The 20 buck pocket always felt heavier than the one I have now. how i wish i could still keep an account at the Dull Point. how i wish i could ask my frens for a 50 buck loan to afford a date n fuel to pick her. How I Wish??!

Looked at the watch which had turned to a 10 PM position, a Fossil Chronograph huh! made no where close to the look alike Fossil from MG road i bought with a month's savings! How i wish the time just flew backwards, the same day but just a few years! heading home sat on the bike filled with Fuel, its never on Reserve position now. No tense feelin tht the fuel would go dry n guess who's riding the pillion!! yeah its her..the first time u taking her on a date n a 25
buck fuel fill on your old rusty Kinetic. Oh god make her say we will go somewhere close may be Jaynagar!!

Started on my way back looking at the Madness on the road. All alone in a shoal of fishes. how i wish i had my good old fren at the back of my bike saying "Bro, U suck at riding"! Lost was the latest word which I had learnt. yeah! learnt by experiencing it. It made sense like never before. reaching home grabbing dinner with eyes halved, looking aimlessly at the TV, browsing through channels without realising it was my favourite song only after the song was over, coudnt believe I dint even look at the screen even once. How i wish i had the same energy level!

Smiled at all at home wishing them good nite! I headed to my room crashing on to the bed, only to realise I wouldnt get sleep. "How i wish i had the peace that i could sleep within seconds". too many people we had to talk not long before, only to find they all are there but too far n too busy. I shed a small tear n stare at the laptop even when i couldnt take it anymore, Sleep wouldnt be achived without the dose of a movie. no enjoyment at that too, how i wish i still could watch a Karan Johar's flick with the first 3 rows covered with frens and laughin like your stomach would tear apart. I lie still, while the movie still on, staring at it thiking how desperately I need someone to talk with when my fren pings me on gtalk. The same frens, the same guys,the same dose doctor ordered for the sick! "Hi Maga, Sup!" says the fren. I leap up in joy with my palms rubbing against my wet cheeks. I sniff n say Hi.not too good how the hell are u?.Miss You all i pinged.. only to find we were having a conference call with 6 of us going on upto 2Am. How i wished i could go on and hug n thank god for making me feel what i wished the entire day, HAPPINESS! i yell a THANKS on the fone n head to sleep laughin n smiling to myself,
How Times Have Changed! :)